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26-03-2009

2009-03-25T19:59:00.000-07:00

Its been so long since i last blog... So many things happened recently... But i was just too plain lazy to blog... hee...

Just yesterday i notice on my msn a nick that i never saw online before "Never frown because you never know who might be falling in love with your smile". - Its KC.

I have never know KC in person. The first time i saw her was during Rhes( My eldest sister)'s ROM. Maybe i was attracted to your smile? Lolx... KC was my sister ex- colleague. Going through Rhes's friendster and i managed to see KC was there. So i pick up my courage and msg her. Hee....

Chatted with her on msn and exchanged our mobile number. Lolx... Had a plesant chat with her too... Would like to get to know her better but will i get the chance? Stay tuned... HaHa!!!!

O1-O1-2OO9

2008-12-31T22:45:00.000-08:00

Its been so long since i last blog... Hee... Too busy recently.... Anyway, Hello 2OO9!!!! Bye Bye
2OO8!!!!

24th of Dec 2008 (Christmas Eve)
Woke up quite early that day, had to go to my tenants place to give them woks and pots. Hmm... no choice promised them that when they rented the house from me...
When to Jurong Point to get a gift for Janice as i will be spending Christmas Eve with her tonight. Walk pass the BUM Equipment shop. Saw her again... a sales assistant. Its been a long time since i was attracted to a gal again after Ruth. Always took a peep at her whenever i bypass the shop... hee... Not exactly a beauty, but somehow i was attracted to her... Lolx..

I was thinking, since its Christams why not give her a present? hee.. So i decided to give her a bouquet of flowers. Went to the florist at the 2nd floor of the the new wing in Jurong Point. Saw a bouquet that i like. So i approach the sales assistant.

Me: Hello, I would like that bouquet of flowers. (pointing to the bouquet in the fridge)
SA: Ok. (She proceed to take it out)
Me: Can you help me to deliver the flowers? Its just downstairs the shop "BUM Equipment"
SA: Can.. Pluse delivery its around $40. (Giving a rough calculation)
Me: Ok, i will take it.
SA: Whats the name of the lady?
Me: Eh... I don't know the name, but she is wearing a red jacket today. You cant miss her.. (feeling abit shy already on my part)
SA: But we need her name to send the flowers.
Me: Er... Ok, i will be back later to tell u her name.

I left the shop and thought of what to do. I decided to call the shop and ask for her name. Ring, ring... Someone pick up the the phone. ( I was hoping that the gal would pick up the phone)

SA: Good Morning, BUM Equipment Jurong Point, How can i help you?
Me: Er... could you tell me the name of the sales assistant with short fringe touching her eyebrow?
SA: Fiona
ME: Fiona?
SA: Yes.
Me: Ok, thanks so much! Bye,bye...

Happily, i put down the phone... "Ah so her name is Fiona" i was thinking to myself... I went back to the florist, told her the name, pay up and left.

Evening around 6pm, started to prepare to meet Janice, was meeting her ard 8pm at Wheelock's Place. While waiting for the cab, decided to give the florist a ring to see if they had send the flowers.

ME: Hello, i m the one to ask you to deliver the flowers to BUM Equipment this afternoon. Did the lady ask you who send the flowers?
SA: Yes, but we won't tell them who send the flowers.
ME: Thanks! so you send to Fiona, the gal in the red jacket rite?
SA: I went into the shop, ask the red jacket gal if she is Fiona. She said no and told me the other lady was Fiona. The other lady was in her mid-thirties... abit old... So i gave her the flowers, we send the flowers by the name....
Me: Aya! You send to the wrong person liao!
SA: Eh... Like that how?
Me: Hmm... forget about it... Thanks anyway... Bye bye...

I was like laughing to myself, how come can send flowers to the wrong person? Haha... its like normally this happens in the TV dramas or movies... Haha... I decided to call the BUM equipment shop again.

The same lady pick up the phone.

SA: Good Evening, Bum Equipment Jurong Point, how can i help you?
Me: Can i know the name of the sales assistant wearing a red jacket today? (trying to confirm again)
SA: There is only 2 staffs today.
Me: Whats the name of the gal wearing red jacket today?( wondering if she understand my question)
SA: Ah ok... My name is Fiona, the other gal in red is "KIM"
ME: Eh... actually i am the one who send the flowers and its menat for the gal in red which is "KIM". ( I was abit shock n shy)
SA: Ah ok. i pass the flowers to her lor...
Me: Thanks, Bye bye...

Haha... this was one of the funniest moment in my life... haha...

The cab came and i rch wheelock's place at around 8pm. Janice was already there. I had already book tickets at cineleisure for the movie "IP MAN" at 9.30pm. So we proceed to our way there. Halfway through, it started raining. Janice took out her "portable" umbrella. We shelter ourseleves with it. Its like a couple lor.. lolx... But i have to say, i treated Janice like a close friend, if i had any feelings for her. We could have been together a few years back. Reach Cineleisure at 8.30pm. Its raining and there are so many people, which explain for the time taken to rch. Had our dinner at Hong Kong cafe. Before that we had already say that we would eat at the first place that do not need to wait.

Finished our dinner and went to watch the movie. Had to say "IP MAN" was pretty good. Recomended if u like kung fu. Movie ended at ard 11.20pm. We decided to take a walk to TCC at Plaza Singapura. Managed to get a table there. While the waiter was cleaning the table, the clock strike 12. I streteched out my hand, "Merry Christmas!" Janice did the same too... This was the first time i touch her hand... lolx...

So we sat down and order our drinks. I had the Peppemint coffee which was recomended by Magdelene the last time i went there with her at TCC bugis. i like the taste of it. Thanks Mag for the recomendation! I am always drinking that whenever i am at TCC. =)

My handphone rang around 12.30am. Its was liang. He was at TJ with my friends. He asked me if wanted to join them. I told him maybe later. I am with a friend now and i hang up the phone.

Janice: Who was it?
Me: My friend, he ask me to go TJ to join them.
Janice: Go lor...
Me: Its ok, maybe later...
Janice: Can i go along?
Me: eh... u want ah? That kind of place,for a gal to go quite funny...
Janice: its ok, i never been there.. Would like to take a look.
Me: Ok, if u want...

So we finished our drink and make our way there. Liang and friends were at Pink diamond.

Went in there, wished them a merry christmas. Ordered a coke for janice cause she doesnt want to drink while i drank a mug there. There was this gal working there "verna". She used to accompany my friend Bin. Cause i went to pink a few times alone. She came to chat with me and i bought her ladies drink before. She used to msg me and called me "dear" but i have told her sorry we are only friends and please don't call me "dear". That night when she saw me, she stick to me and didn't accompany my friend bin. I realised that and was trying hard to "siam" her. Soon me and Janice decided to leave the place. So we waited outside for them. I msg Isaac and told him we are leaving. He came down in a few minutes. Whe he saw me, he signalled me to one side.

Isaac: Why is verna sticking to you?
Me: I don't know.
Isaac: You know she is Bin's gal, but why like that?
Me: What you want me to do if she sticks to me?
Isaac: Its not the first time lor...
Me: Whey, mind your words...
Isaac: Michelle and Riza leh?
Me: Both of them broke up with our friends liao den we are together lor...
Isaac: You know, i am stuck in between you and Bin?
Me: I told you liao, there is nothing in between me and Verna., if u don't believe go and ask her.

By this time, we were both raising our voice a little. Then isaac suddenly gave me a push. Hmm.... Till today i can't forget it. Its true he is abit tipsy but when a friend of more then 13years do that to you, you know how much he value the friendship. When he needs $ i will always help him. When he have difficulties i help him, when he is jobless i help him too... so this is how he treated me... I can swear if he is not my friend, i will have whack him up.

Somehow, after the push he was abit surprise by what he had done. So we had a talk again... After awhile, i just told him, i had nothing to do with this Verna, cause in my heart i only love Ruth. After that i juz left with Janice.

I apologise to Janice about what happened and send her home. Its the most "complicated" Christmas i ever had....

Isaac, i will always remember what happened that night and next time i will have second thoughts in helping you. I can forgive but not forget.

11-12-2008

2008-12-10T22:48:00.000-08:00

2 more weeks to Christmas!

A few days since i last blogged. Kind of busy for the past few days.. Slept in the wee morning since Monday... Played billard at Queenstown Club on Monday night,watched soccer on Tuesday night & played billard again last night... Less then 20 hrs of sleep in 78 hours... I am tired...

Painted my room yesterday,halfway done... gonna continue later... hee... I love the new coating...

Hey, I thought of you last night... While Mickey and Paul were there busy on the phone... You came to my mind again... Mickey told me you called him... I am waiting for your call too... Will you ever give me a ring? =)

Just had a chat wif M' on msn asked her this "can you like a person if you don't know him/her well?"
M': "can"
Hmm.... Personally i think its important to know each other well before going into a relationship.

Love Takes Time

I had, I had it all
But I let it slip away
Couldn't see I treated you wrongly
Now I wander around
Feeling down and cold
Trying to believe that you are gone

Love takes time when you are hurting so much
Couldn't see that I was blind to let you go
I can't escape the pain inside,
'Cause love takes time
I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be here alone

Losing my mind
From this hollow in my heart
Suddenly I'm so incomplete,
Lord I am needing you now
Tell me how to stop the rain
Tears are falling down endlessly

Love takes time when you are hurting so much
Couldn't see that I was blind to let you go
I can't escape the pain inside
Cause love takes time
I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be here alone

You might say that its over
You might say that you don't care
You might say don't miss me
You don't need me
But I know that you do
And I feel that you do inside

Love takes time when you are hurting so much
I can't escape the pain inside
Cause love takes time
I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be here alone

You have gone away for 11days,
The sky looks gray nowsaday,
Hows everything there?
Please take care,because I care

O5/12/2008

2008-12-04T22:03:00.000-08:00

20 more days to Christmas!

Going for a viewing later... Hope i close the deal... =)

Might be having a date after all during Christmas.... Thanks J*****! But please go ahead if you have another date... I am fine with it...

To Ruth,

As everyday passes by,
Your images fades in my eyes,
I know i must forget,
I hope i won't regret,
With this changes in my life.

o3/12/2oo8

2008-12-02T21:24:00.000-08:00

22 more days to Christmas! - i don't know why but out of so many holidays, i love christmas best! Whats gonna happen this christmas?

Last year christmas - spend it at pioneer mall mcdonald.... received a happy meal's toy as a christmas gift from JY. Hee... Might seem kind of "bo liao" to some people to spend christmas at a neighbourhood shopping mall but to me its more important to me who i spend the christmas' eve night with,rather then the location...Orchard Road? Hmm... Hello... Its CHRISTMAS not DRAGON BOAT FESTIVAL aka "DUMPLING FESTIVAL"... hee... Anyway thanks my friend JY for spending christmas with me last year.

Who is gonna spent christmas with me this year? Anyone? I still don't have a date yet!!!! argh... haha... Well... guess gonna spent christmas at the pub this year with that "group" again... sianz...

Just had a pleasant suprise when at the bottom right corner pop up a screen(msn). I saw the picture. Its May my ex colleague in Arts. Wait a minute, there is someone else, its a baby!!!! Wah May become mother liao!!!! Felt happy for her.... Baby? hmm... reminds me of her... If baby still around should be around same age as May's baby bah... Sighx... no mood to continue writing...

Miss you my unborn baby...

I aM oVeR yOu? 3Oth nOveMbeR 2008

2008-11-30T21:22:00.000-08:00

I msg u on the 29th afternoon but no respond from you... Y? I was wondering... But soon i forget about tis matter.( Is it the beginning that you are slowly fading away in my heart and mind?)

30th of November 2008. 1pm. - "ingat" i msg u tis... no response again. Maybe you are on the plane already... This time my mind began to wonder what you r doin... Could not kip myself still the whole afternoon.( Guess u r still there,hiding somewhere in my heart).

6pm - Meeting Isaac,Ben & Robin for dinner then goin for a drink later. Met them at Clementi,had our dinner and went to tj( the place where i first met you). As usual we were at Pink again. Drinking and watching soccer.. ( This is wat we do often,rmb?) =)

The whistle blow. Full time. Man Utd 1, Man City 0. Your favourite team Man Utd won & its your fav player "Rooney" who scored the goal. Went to play pool with Isaac. Halfway through i asked him if you contacted him. He said u msg him n tell him u r flying . I reply him "Yah, she flew off tis afternoon at 1.30pm". Lost the pool game as usual, coz isaac is really good in it.. and morever,u are keeping me distracted..

Reached home around 3am after watching my fav team Chelsea in action. Wtf! Chelsea 1, Arsenal 2. Isaac went home a happy man. His fav team won n he haf a winning ticket to collect...

Lying on my bed, thinking what u r doin in hongkong now...